golfchica1209 (golfchica1209) wrote,

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Well Over due!

Most of you have noticed I have not been around much as I use too. I had distant myself not only from the gay bars but even from my own house. I was going through somthing and I did not know what to do. It even got so bad from me not being at home I started to turn into a judgemental person and hurt someone that I love and care so much about!

I am sure people don't know what I am talking about but that is ok I just need to get this off my cheast. I have not been feeling myself latly and did not know where I belonged or where my life was taking me. I started going to a lot more staight bars even though that sounds really funny to say but its true. I met some new people and enjoyed myself.

I recenly went to Chicago and this person may not know it but I had such a fab time with them and they really showed me who I really am or at least who I always have been! I was not lost I was here the whole time I just slipped into a como I guess you could say. I went to the gay bars in Chicago and all I wanted to do was just go home to my own bars I really missed it at that moment!

After being home alone now for a few days I have had a lot of time to think about things and how I have treated people! I went to my home bar tonight after I think almost 2 months and I felt welcomed everyone was all about seeing me and how they missed me and wonderd where I had gone.

I have relized you are who you want to be and Fuck those who don't like it. If you want to be a Women and you are a man and that makes you feel complete and happy then do it! You are who you make yourself to be and those who love you will stick by you and love you the same way they already do!

I just want to say I am VERY sorry to at least 3 people that I may have hurt in these last few weeks! They know who they are and I hope they can forgive me I will always and forever be a drag hag DUH FOREVER MISS FRUIT FLY 07!!!

Good Luck E.Fo I can't wait to see your stunning beautiful gowns you are amazing and I love you so much. You have taught me and guided me through things I don't know if I would ever would have learned. I believe you and Jarrad have made me the adult I am today and I am truly greatful for the 2 of you!

Now lets get started on my hand down!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well after nationals :)
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