To those who do know what I am talking about I wanted to express my sincere apology for my actions. For all those who I hurt and lost trust and friendships all I can do is tell you how deeply sorry I am for all the pain and suffering you are going through.
I do regret what I did but because of that I know I have to suffer the consequences that has become of it.
I am taking myself out of my Sunday rituals and taking some time off for myself experiencing new things and trying not to look at the past but rather to the future. Many people learn from there mistakes and I have learned from just the few days that have passed.
I love everyone of you and hope you can forgive me but if not I understand. Again I am truly sorry Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you will understand I did not do it to hurt anymore I made a mistake and have to pay for it now. Its just another reason why I just need to disappear for a while and get my life back on track.
Thank you for understanding and even if you don't it just needed to be said to help me get closer to my new road of life.