I somtimes feel like I am not good enough like I try and some how I always seem to mess it up or mess up.
I feel very unhappy and I don't understand why... well I guess I do I miss having friends. Staying up late nights and watching movies and buying so much junk food it lasted us 4 days LOL
I feel like people get tired of me. They find somthing better and they move on and just leave me behind. I feel lost knowing i'm in the right direction but its hell to get there. I know I can't turn back. That would be stupid. It's the easy way out and the easy way is not so easy.
I need to stay strong for myself... i'm just scared... worried things are going to turn out as I have been warned. But then again add that to the learning list.